{"id":1311,"date":"2014-05-04T15:51:19","date_gmt":"2014-05-04T15:51:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/?p=1311"},"modified":"2015-05-17T00:48:13","modified_gmt":"2015-05-17T00:48:13","slug":"impasse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/impasse\/","title":{"rendered":"Impasse"},"content":{"rendered":"<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-1311-1\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/wp-content\/audio\/ImpasseVx3.mp3?_=1\" \/><a href=\"https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/wp-content\/audio\/ImpasseVx3.mp3\">https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/wp-content\/audio\/ImpasseVx3.mp3<\/a><\/audio>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I cannot say I am without thought<br \/>\nor fear or memory<br \/>\nof plans made at midnights<br \/>\nbetween the curtained darknesses.<br \/>\nI would not lie if I<br \/>\ntold you the abstract<br \/>\nis nothing to me;<br \/>\nbut it would be<br \/>\ndeath or otherwise grim pain<br \/>\nto live as I do now<br \/>\nbecause my life is small,<br \/>\nis weary of itself, hates its confines<br \/>\nwhich it gestures round.<br \/>\nBut I am losing hold,<br \/>\nno more the vigor of race\u2014<br \/>\nmy brutality<br \/>\nwanders spasmodically<br \/>\nfrom place to place,<br \/>\nmy eyes\u2014rest nowhere\u2014<br \/>\nthe will without meaning,<br \/>\nwithout point, without the vein\u2019s<br \/>\nfull flood to carry me<br \/>\nor the inspired chorus shake me<br \/>\nto the act.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/wp-content\/audio\/ImpasseVx3.mp3 &nbsp; I cannot say I am without thought or fear or memory of plans made at midnights between the curtained darknesses. I would not lie if I told you the abstract is nothing to me; but it would be death or otherwise grim pain to live as I do now because my life is [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1311","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-loss"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1311","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1311"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1311\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1800,"href":"https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1311\/revisions\/1800"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1311"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1311"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oderickson.com\/ode\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1311"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}